Hakuna Matata

Absolut FCUK

When we were young, the future were so bright, the old neighbourhood was so alive, and every kids on the whole damn street was going to make it big and not be beaten. But look now the whole neighbourhood is crack and torn, the kids are grown up but their lives are worn. what the hell is going on? Chances is thrown, nothing is free, we still longing for what's used to be, still it is hard, so hard to see, fragile life, shattered dreams.....

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Absolut Sadness

What happens when karma, turns right around and bites you. And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?. What happens when you become the main source of a pain. haizz

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Absolut End

I woke up and found myself sitting in the living room, It was pitch dark and quiet. Then i lit up a cigarette and took a few puffs, struggling to memorise what happened just now. Within my heart are only left with memories of misery you gave to me. Gently I opened the door to my room. I picked up all the accessories and furnitures lying on the floor and placed them back to its original position. Feeling kinda exhausted as I had been up half the night screaming. I'm in a complete despair, only remaining now is my problems and me myself. It was all because of that stupid thing I did which caused me to be suspensed from work and also created so much arguements and troubles to me and others.

Something deep inside of me had been continuously injecting pain to my heart. A secret I've kept locked away that I wished no one ever know. This nightmare had cut me so deep, and created a scars that never go away. It's like moving pictures in my head, for times and times they've played. Everytime I recalled that scene, it cut me deeper. Sometimes I think of letting go and never think of it, trying to feel better by washing all this unpleasant memories aside, but it just keep on coming back to haunt me.

With all this helplessness, I could only pretend that everything is alright. I could only continue running away from this nightmare which I caused to myself. It would be so much easier if I let them know but I rather hide it than telling them the true that bring shame to me. If I could change, I could turn back time to that scene, I would retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.

I would take all my shame to the grave.....

posted by Lun-z @ 10:14 PM 0 Comments