Hakuna Matata

Absolut Thanks

2011-01-01T18:36:00.003+08:00

hello my dearest friends,

It's been awhile since we seen each other. Regardless whether we're still that close like before. Hope you would take a min off to read this note, haa feeling kinda awkward to be saying this.. but still gonna do it!! I would like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to everyone of you. I always wanted to thank you guys for the happy and unhappy times we shared in the past, but didn't had a chance to. There's also many times you guys ask me out for gathering, but I wasn't able to attend as for some personal reason. Hope you guys don't think that I'm taking all of you for granted.

There's a few occasion where you guys had made me see and remember how you guys shown your love n concern as a friends which I appreciated. I remember the period when I was serving my probation, You guys were always taking care of me and making sure I won't get into trouble. I still remember you guys knowing I was into clubbing in the past, had make the effort to party with me for a last time before my probation starts at MS club |||. Though you guys don't club during that time. Also after I completed my probation, you guys had a celebration for me a PS cafe cartel. not forgetting the muddy mud pie you guys got for me. Another occasion where I was dealing with a breakup, you guys were always cheering me up, making me feel loved with all your accompanies and kept me occupied. Also to those that always accompanied me go club to drunk my sorrows. Not forgetting the random chit-chatting, heart to heart talk during work in GC lo or in the smoking area . You guys also had been there on my wedding day, my son's full month, I would like to thank you all for attending. I also like to apologize to you guys for not entertaining you all much during this two occasion. Another occasion was during my dad's wake, I wanna thank you guys for coming down for me. Also to those who encouraging me to study and push me to go on, and those who checking out my blog in the past and gave me encouraging words and important advices. Also times where I had conflict with my wife, you guys provided me with a listening ears and hearing me brag. There's really too much to mention here.

In 09, I did some silly shit that got me into trouble again. I told myself that this would be the very last time that I'm going to behave so recklessly, as I always do things without thinking of the consequences. After that incident, I'm still paying for the shits I did with hardship and regrets every single day. I had learnt and understand many important things during this period. I'm also been able to see things in many angles. There's too much to share in here. And one of the things is to be grateful. I'm grateful to have you guys in my life. Sincerely thank you my friends. I remember one of you told me, a friends is not only somebody that party and have fun with you, or physically there for you when you need them. I understand everyone is busy with their life, to me a friends is someone who cares or quietly checking out on how u're doing, or even with a simple message of concern. I want to thank this two special friends that been there for me in this period of time, continuously encouraging me and never gave up on me though many times I didn't pick up their calls, and still making the effort to ask me out to chill so to help me distress. And the times they came all the way down for my sake, as they know my current status. I enjoyed the random chat we had everytime we met.

There's really many regrets in my life and one of the worst one was not been able to say I love you to my dad and not saying thank you to him for everything he did for me. So before I had another regret, I wrote this to thank you all for the joy, laughter, tears and memorable time we shared in the past, which I would never forget. Thank for everything you guys done for me.

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Absolut 2009 - 2010

2010-12-29T11:13:00.001+08:00

2009

-Mr Yusof Isak-sssss lai lai lai, I'm feeling misery without uu, I'm going crazy over uu!!

-I felt the arrow piercing into my neck...

-Save me from the nothing I've become...

-No more shopping spree, no more late night king, no more vip.... no more no more~~~

-The storm is over left with the sound of raindrops.. very soon i can hear it..

-Quench My Desire...

-I repeated the same mistake again which is relying on only one pillar thinking it would nvr fall..... darn it

-If only I could be like Briton Ben Southall..

-‎15% obsessive compulsive, 15% schizophrenic, 75% megalomanic

-Guess once ur notoriety is smelly, its hard for u to lai lai lai like hw it used to be before..

-Miss tat kinda guilty pleasure...

-There is the time for crying, the time for laughing, the time for joy, the time for grief..

-This world falls on me again....

-The Problem is Im no longer me and my life belongs to those whom Im in debted to..

-When I'm gone, just carry on.. don't mourn

2010 Jan

-It's the curiousity and the innocence we once had which make everything in the past seem so exciting..

-It's getting dimmer.. soon it would just fade away..

-Rather then seeing it die out, i choose to extinguish it myself..

-Without darkness, there can be no light..

2010 Feb

-When you are feeling good, everything goes the way you wants it to..

-Give me smile and shiny days..

-Don't waste time on jealousy, cause sometimes we're ahead, sometimes we're behind, the race is long and in the end its only with yourself..

2010 Mar

-Suddenly it strucks me.. got dishearted and crippled..

-Can't resist the temptation of the darkside..

-Persistence is the value that help me reach my goals but also the factor that brought me misery when patience runs out. I believe what I insists, its just the matter of time. Recklessness is the cause that got me into many troubles, but it allow me to see the impossible. I experience it without any hestitation cause I doesnt want anything to affect what I believe in at that moment..

2010 Apr

-The feeling of a ice cube melting overtime..

-I'm always trying to bring back memories so to awaken some old qualities..

2010 May

-I know I let you down, but I've paid the price and still paying it everyday..

-Ideas are cheap, execution are expensive..

-We are million miles apart.. I'm outta track already because during the journey I took a wrong path and all I could see now is only my shadow walking side my side with me..

2010 Jun

-Dad, your guiding hands on my shoulder will remain with me forever and I know you will be up there, watching out for me and the family.. Love ya papa

-Life is tough, but Im tougher..

-Like Italy, fews yrs back, we are at the top and everything was great but now we are at the rock bottom..

-While you're out happily enjoying with your friends, don't forget to spent some quality times with your folks, just like how they squeeze out time for you when you're young..

-No matter how poor a man is, if he has a family, he's rich..

2010 July

-I have been wondering why you guys are so obessed with thai chicks? Why people around me are all becoming siam-wannabe? Does the problem lies with the local girls?

-Frankly, we all know they are here to work, their job is to serve to our needs, and they are buildin relation afterwork, just like every PR manager to safeguard their customers.. Sometime we got to learn to differentiate.. an...d the weakness in most people is they see it as love, when they are extremely nice to em.. people go thai disco because there're willing, attractive, exotic girls throwing themselves at em.. n some from afar trying to step mysterious and playin hard to get but eventually sure get one and this transported into a fantasy movie world with themselves as the star.. haa~ and some of the regulars would enhance the fantasy by not actually spenting much on the girl, the girls of course play up to this fantasy of bf and gf cause it's part of the allure and part of the job. they stay with the guys, go to the movies with them, hold hands in the street with them. They make it almost like a real romance... right anot you tell me?

-I rmb back then, on this very day, I was in the parade square representing RSN, and after the parade, the Tracom commander, LTC Tan W M give me a compliment in front of my batch boys saying, "You done a great job! we need THINKING soldiers like him in our force. And today, again I attended the parade but I was sitting in the spectator shade THINKING about what he had said..

-I guess everyone wears a mask. Different faces under different circumstances, as we had a role to play.. Sometimes we're the leading actor n sometimes the supportin, sometimes the good guys n sometimes the bad..

-Live ur life like israel kamakawiwo did or like gunther does..

-The right time to start is 16. Because its the time we are not allow to do many things and when you did those things before the legal age it gives you a kinda satisfaction. The age you can do any shit and wouldn't be charge under supreme court. Imptly fren u met during this period are really friends with you when you haD nth.. People don't look up to you by your status n wealth..

-Can secret be kept forever even till the day you step into the coffin?

-When you suddenly received a msg from ur old fling who never contact you for 5 years, obviously she is telling you she's craving for something..

-Drenched again but i just freakin love this feeling... Cmon wash away my sins, my swayness n my unhappiness..

-Colin: Cometh the hour, cometh the man" When the time has come, you will shine. Till then hold on my brother..

2010 Aug

-Love is evil.. spell it backwards n i'll show ya

-Cant believe this fools actually went to put about with her nonsense, obviously this annoyin drama queen is hallucinating.. eh grow up la fcukin dramatic-seeking attention hound... n if u fools really wanna help, i rather u ppl bring her to seek help from a mental health professionals...

-Hmm.. maybe i shld go circumcise..

-Life nw is exactly like been trapped inside an iron maiden.... tats nth I could do, what I'm going through inside, could not be seem nor heard frm the outside.... my movement are restricted, any lil action would incure pain or could be vital..

2010 Sept

-On the way back in a freezer like bus, sittin at a corner, lookin at the blurry glass panel whr condensation is ocurrin outside, starin into the coloured water droplets create by the convergin street light, unknowingly lost in the memories..

-Memories of us is been silently erase and replace each passing days.. feelings we once shared had been forgotten and lost.. promises we once made had been abandoned and left astray.. images of me breaking into splinters, fading away into space.. this decaying friendship of ours is almost dead..

-Bottoms up,lit a cigarette,take a puff,blow out the smoke,watch it rolls into the air and disappears into the empty space.Staring into the fluttering laser lights,shut off my mind,close my eyes.Put me in state of unconsciousness while the music beats at same pace of my heart beats.When this process is completed,eyes open,feets up,I should dancing to the music,draining away every bits of my energy.. Miss this feeling..

-When you could see your shadow, its means there is a light shining nearby..

2010 Nov

-Some people ask u question, but nvr listen to ur answer. They're only interested in answer that confirm their way of lookin at things...

2010 Dec

-Life would be boring when thats no changes ard mah.. N i always believe things happen n change for a good purpose n sometimes when things turn out bad we kpkb because we r yet to see the final outcome yet, when the day u're through den u would realise its purpose. n when one sae tat their character can nvr change, tats bullshit, everyone r the same, we all had only a common thing called human nature tats nvr change. Enviroment change one would be force to change. Ppl tat sae their character nvr change cuz maybe they wan to create this image for others to c n they r too used to hw they or others label themself right nw. When one wear a mask for too long, they forget who they r originally.

-I had many failures over the yrs,lost in academics,lost my freedom,lost in relationship,lost my closest kin,lost human affection,lost my mind,lost my career,lost respect,lost almost everythin at one go bt at the same time i gained experiences n learnt many impt lessons.One impt factor that kept me goin regardless of the incomin failures n help me regain my lost possessions each time I fall is to persist,never give up

Absolut Paradise

2010-03-28T13:40:00.003+08:00

Phuket here I come!!~~~

Absolut Sadness

2009-11-05T21:47:00.001+08:00

Sitting in front of the monitor, staring into blank while the techno beats as the same pace of my heart beats. i lit up a cigarette and took a puff, blow out the smoke, watching it rolls into the air and disappears into the empty space. Slowly I begin to cool down. Shortly I took another puff and blow out smoke mingled with a sigh....

Smeared with frustration, overfilled with sadness, I close my eyes as to shut off my brain. Persuading myself to relax, I stopped the music and there was a sudden silent. Flashing back the old memories, what have I had been doing for all this years..

Lazily I lift up my tired legs and rest em on the table, so I could lay back a little. I took another puff, and blow out a question mark ? "Am I the only one that thinks being alive is sad?"

No matter how much we had acheived now, at the beginning of life, we were lone babies that cried out to want to live and be loved. The reason for heading somewhere that isn't here is for the sake of knowing that there is no answer anywhere that isn't in the heart ...

Dad now I understand why.....

Absolut End

2009-10-05T22:41:00.005+08:00

What happens when karma, turns right around and bites you. And everything you stand for, turns on you, despise you?. What happens when you become the main source of a pain. haizz~

Absolut Smashed

2009-05-10T01:25:00.010+08:00

Last night, at around 11pm, Justin and I shared a cab down to meet up with Colin and Raymond at Dbl O. As usual we stood at a corner to drink, then later on headed to the platform to dance all night long.

All the while, I was at the top of the platform. As for the rest, Colin headed to find Edna and friends, Justin went off to Boatquay and Raymond headed for supper then back home. Hours later, Colin and friends came back to join me. We continued dancing for sometime. Then we decided to go for a smoke. As we were walking towards the exit, I turned back and saw Colin looking furious. I asked him what happened, and he said somebody thrown ice at him. Assuming is those group of guys at the corner, I confronted them and demanded an apology for their action. The arguement ended into a fight. "Thank bro, I knew that you would always be covering my back from any danger. =) We were dragged to somewhere by the bouncer, then shortly came the police. They took down our particulars, as I don't wished to continue pursuing the matter so is the other party, then we just let the matter rest. Colin brought me back to his house to wash up as my lips was bleeding. After that he sent me to take cab, equipped himself with a knife, "haha that was so crazy, I'm really afraid he might get into trouble because of his recklessness.

I reached home around 5am, and continued to wash up as the wound was still bleeding. Shortly later, Justin and Wei ming drop by my house, to check out on me. Justin was furious and determined to take revenge for me. "Thank Bro I know you care, but I really don't wanna further pursue this matter. As we were all thristy, we headed to Mac to chill and continue chatting. Then Justin's alcohol in his body started to take effect, he dared me to go make friend with the chick mugging at the table behind of me. I took his challenge and went off to hook up with that chick.

Lun: "Hi Hi! May I sit? (with a smile)

Joanne: "Ermm.... (with a shocking face)

Lun: "Muahaha!! Nvm Nvm it's alright. You see my friend smoking over there? (pointed to Justin) He asked me to ask you if I'm cute?

Joanne: "Haa.. I don't know (giggling away)

Lun: "Alright den, actually I just wanna make friend with you (introduce myself and asked for her name and hp no.) Okay Thank! Nice to meet you Joanne (with a smile)

Absolut Power

2009-05-07T23:57:00.010+08:00

Last night met up with Colin, Raymond and the rest of the girls at Dragonfly. I was so late that I made them waited for me for 45 mins, "am so sorry guys. Immediately after entering, got ourself a table, sitting at a corner gulping down the Martell like its Green tea. Subsequently the alcohol took effect, and we began bobbing up and down to the music.

Shortly, after we're done with the alcohols, the girls wanted to head to Powerhouse, thus we went along. While at the entrance, I saw a familar figure which looks like Elaine. It was her indeed as I bumped onto her later on inside the club. Colin and Mich went on drinking at the bar, while the rest of us went on to dance.

When Colin and the girls hit the dancefloor, I went up the platform as it was really too crowded to dance down there. From there I was dancing non-stop to every music even Ray's girlfriend trying to pull me down the platform . "LOL! After that the girls and Ray left, with me and colin remaining, but that doesn't stop us from dancing as we were so high on alcohol!!

It seems like I'm the only one that didn't went on with the intention of tonight's party. Anyway we stayed till the club closed then went on to the MAC at Clarke quay's to have breakfast. Then I headed back home from there. Yeah! felt the absolut power at Powerhouse tonight. =)

Absolut Release

2009-05-02T02:23:00.012+08:00

Desperately grasping for some fresh air, thus decided to head down to Powerhouse to chill!! As it was a very last min thingy, colin was the only person able to make it. Once we reached there, without further ado, get ourself high with alcohol and head down straight to dancefloor. It was crowded as usual, we wasn't at the dancefloor for long. I went to smoke as well to meet felicia and her fren. On our way, we bumped into eric our long lost secondary school mate. Had a chat with him then we got back to the dance floor. As usual, when opportunity comes, I hit the platform and dance. The more I dance the more high I gets, dancing non-stop to all songs, and creating new dance moves with the lyrics. That was so funny, we had a great time and totally got shagged out, all the energy and frustration was drained out. Last night was an absolut release of all the unhappiness in me.

Absolut Shattered

2009-04-30T10:11:00.011+08:00

I haven't slept since yest noon, and yet I still don't feel like closing my eyes. Had finished almost 2 packets of cigarette. Hsd a momentous fight this morning with dar. I think Im really nuts, I'm sorry I couldn't control myself anymore.I demanded her to tell me what to do whether is separation or whatever as long she's happy with it, but she ignored me which made me even more furious. I even push her so hard till she fall and sprained her ankle. I'm so sorry. I'm really so sick and tired of everything around me. It feel like the world had falls on me, I cant withstand that kinda pressure anymore.

As she left, I lay on the bed and look outside the window. It's gonna rain soon. I begin to cool down.. I put on my singlet and head to the top of the multi-storey carpark. I squatted down there waiting for the rain to fall on me. Slowly it begin to rain, I looked down on the floor, watching the water droplet falling into the puddle of water. My body was shivering, but whats colder is the emptiness in my heart. In my mind, I hope that the rain would wash away my unhappiness, my frustration, my problems.. or perhaps if god think my time is up, could strike me with a thunder to end all my misery.

Slowly the rain stopped, and I survived. I tell myself since I can get through this, I would be able to pull through my current crisis. My rainy days would be over soon. Finally I found a peace in my heart and mind, hope it would last me throughout this desperate times.

Absolut Tragedy

2009-04-29T22:32:00.005+08:00

Its been awhile since I blogged. Things ain't doing very good for me, currently im outta job and having many debts to settle. Its getting tougher each days. Pressure and discrimination from people around me, is really killing me. Its because of some stupid things that I did which ended me up in this state, cant blame anyone but myself. I gonna find a solution to end all this problems, no matter what it takes. I would always remember those who helped me and encouraged me when I'm in such situation and also those who despised me... Hope I could pull through this shits and using this desperation and motivation to take me to a higher level.

I can forget the present but can never give up the future.

Absolut Zouk Out

2008-12-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

Absolut Beach

2008-12-16T00:58:00.005+08:00

Its been a tough times for the past 2 months during my OJT phase. I guess I shall not elaborate more which would recall me of the unhappy stuffs. The good thing was that baby managed to celebrate my birthday with me in advance. We had a great time @ HK cafe and AH YAT Seafood which cause quite a bomb. Although its not at the actual day, but still I personally felt very fortunate to have a day off from the tight sailing routine. All thanks to my Chief. I also wanna thank baby for your effort and lovely present, "I love the Watch! Muackz!"

While, as for the sad part, is that I wasn't able to celebrate with my buddy who was born the same day, same year as me. "Paiseh lea Colin, wasn't able to join you @ Dbl-O". Nevertheless, I had make up for it by having a belated celebration, which I felt more like a relaxation hangout with my fellow buddies @ Sentosa Beach.

I bought him a M&C Champagne as his present while he got me a ZOUKOUT ticket. "Thank dude". It was quite a hot day, before I even got my body into the water, I was soaked by my own sweat. The main cause was the Absolut Vodka shots which colin bought rather than the hot sun. Haha! He said that night I miss out alot thus gotta pay back, no choice then. First time, I drank alcohol (without ICE) under a hot sun, it was quite a different sensation. After we bottom up, straight away we jumped into the water. Chilled out for fews hours before we head back home. It was an Absolut Beach bash.

At night, as baby is going over to her friend house to ton over. I headed to River Valley SPIZE to had supper with colin and jews. We got ourself so bloated, that we decided to walk back to his apartment @ UE Square. During on the way back, we found ourself a River Valley signboard. As usual we do some lame shit and also got a few pics taken before we went off. HAA! It was quite a cool expedition with you guys.

Absolut Confinement

2008-09-13T01:21:00.010+08:00

It's been awhile since I blogged. I had been very busy in camp recently as the schedule is so tight. Non-stop lessons and physical training, draining away my energy like a open tap. Almost every week, I had been confined due to regimental problem. While I was confined, I still got to study for my examination. If exam fail, also must be confine. It's really driving me nuts. Somemore, they only gave us so little time to prepare. 3 lessons conducted and 2 weekends to revise only. Fortunately I was able to pass all my exams, but sadly I still had to serve the remaining confinement which I had owed them. Worst of all my privileges to stay out was also taken away. On the first night I stayed in, can't really adapt as I miss my family so much. Time goes so slow while I'm in camp and passes so fast while I'm outside camp. I really felt so exhausted. Mentally and physical stressed. Nor matter what I got to endure.

Yesterday I finally got to see my future working area, very disappointed I must say. I had a hell of a time figuring how to operate the system which is the size of three cabinets. Straight after my harbor practical at Tuas, I went to Marina to meet my baby. We had our dinner at Secret Recipe, I took my own sweet time to finish the food, not because its suck but because i rarely can consume my food so relaxingly in camp. After dinner, we went to catch a movie (WALL-E) at Golden Village. The animation was amazing and cute. After the movie, baby and I went for a stroll at the esplanade. The night scenery was wonderful, we sat down somewhere and took pictures. The cool breeze hits my face so gently, the sound of the waves so calm, I felt so easy, time seem to slow down, eventually i dozed off... As Baby see me so tired, we decided to head home and rest early. Sorry baby!!

Absolut Gourmet

2008-08-26T01:59:00.010+08:00

After baby and me got home from Yishun. We were feeling a lil' hungry and hyper, so I went to a nearby kopitiam hoping to grab a packet of Bee hoon mee, but sadly it was closed. Thus, baby suggested me to buy a loaf of white bread and a can of Clam chowder which total costs less than 5 dollars. Once I got home, I went to warm up the soup, while baby was preparing her specialized toast bread.

Baby's toast bread was fantastic, yummy! From far you could smell the aromatic fragrance, surely must be the butter effect. Although the outlook of the toast wasn't that nice (chao tar), but it definitely tasted wonderful. It's very crispy on the first bite and as you continue to chew on it, its actually soft on the inside. The best part is especially when you could taste both the butter and sugar oozing into your mouth as you munch. It makes it so nice to chew on. The toast also goes well with the Cham Chowder soup. Both of us ate until very full. It was an Absolut Gourmet by my baby. Well done! Muackz!

Absolut Luck

2008-08-23T00:21:00.009+08:00

Today I woke up late again and reached camp at 0740, where I was suppose to reach at 0725 instead. Fortunately I managed to get away by choosing another alternative. A gooda morning to start the day ahead. At lunch time, I went to check out the routine orders at the notice board, guess what? My name wasn't in the list. Woo Hoo!~ Another beautiful get away. Actually I'm suppose to take one confinement this week for the offence I done during my JRC period but I escaped. After my lesson, I went to see my coscom regarding yesterday late issue, as predicted I was lectured and asked to sign confinement. I was certain that I would be given at least 2 times confinement, surprisingly I was only given one. I'm quite satisfied with his decision. Absolut Luck is on my side today.

At 1600 hrs, all the JRC 04/07 proceed to Sembawang camp for another NDP appreciation dinner held by the Chief of Navy. The dinner starts at 1800 hrs, the food was alot better than the one at Chervons weeks ago. On my way back home, Kylie Minogue's song keep playing in my head, and this is how it sounded," I should be so lucky, Lucky lucky lucky, I should be so lucky in love... "

Absolut DEJA VU

2008-08-22T00:17:00.011+08:00

Arrr... Today I overslept and booked in late again. Actually I wanna take MC but my coscom doesn't allow and asked me to return to camp. No doubt I would be punished but the penalty is still unknown. Most likely would be confinement. *sigh!*

After I had returned to IMOS, at around 1200 we proceed to Ritz-Carlton Hotel at Millenia for rehersal. It was held at one of their grand ballroom. At the last part of the rehersal, after the MC ended his speech, out of sudden, "EEEE.. BOOM!!!" I saw huge sparks work coming out from both corner and center of the stage. I didn't knew that it could be done in an enclosed area, it was really impressive. At the same time, I had a Deja vu, I felt I had seem this image somewhere before. The stage and curtains look very familar to me. According to some Dr's theory, it is an illusion of having already experienced something actually being experienced for the first time. The theory suggests, one eye may record what is seen fractionally faster than the other, creating that "strong recollection" sensation upon the "same" scene being viewed milliseconds later by the opposite eye. This wasn't the first time I had such experience, paramnesia seems to be quite common among adults and children.

I sensed that I might be experiencing another Deja vu tommorrow. I had forsighted that I would be lectured by my Coscom in the office and asked to sign confinement. "Haa...

Absolut Thanks

2008-08-20T01:08:00.012+08:00

It's being kinda tough ever since my dad had passed away and when I got enlisted into military life. I wanna thank my darling for her understanding, care, accompany and tolerance over my bad temper which I developed after I got into Navy. I'm so sorry because my insecurity and frustration make me blew up on you which always ended up making you teared. I supposed I had found a solution on how to handle this problem of mine, and I would continue to work on it. Baby try to stay happy k.

I would like to thank my mum, grandmum and mother-in-law for their concern and understanding for what I'm going through now. Though I seldom get to see them, from a simple "Have you eaten?" and the way they talk to me, I could feel their care for me.

I also wanna thank my two younger brother, simon and desmond, not forgetting my friends, especially colin, sam, justin, cheng, ebi, nana, suzhi, fen, weide, dan, cindee, flor, ges, kelvin for your simple message asking how I'm coping with my life, accompany me and cheering up when i'm down and checking out on my baby boy. I appreciated it. Thank you all for your concern and offering me help financially and on anything even when I didn't asked for it. I also wanna thank my camp buddy, boon leng, for your accompany and help during my JRC period. Thank for helping me get adapted into the Navy lifestyle. I also wanna mentioned that since my dad had passed away, my two younger brother had shared my burden although they had made mistakes mths ago, but as long they accept your fault and learnt from it, this is the right attitude. I had see that they had grew more mature and responsible. Both of them had got a job to help out the family and taking care of themselves. Stay strong my brothers. Sorry if I had miss out anyone.

DAD I also wanna thank you for blessing me and the family, watching out for us like a star in the sky, making sure that we are safe and healthy.

Simply by putting it down in words isn't enough I know, I would find a way to repay and express my gratitude to all of you. Absolut Thanks to all of you once again!!

Absolut Celebration

2008-08-14T15:44:00.010+08:00

Tonight's event at Chervons is an Absolut celebration for the success of the NDP, simply to say is an appreciation and reflection dinner for those who participated in the National Parade. Surprisingly I only drank a mug of draft beer in such occasion, as I wasn't in the right mode. Anyway it was a fun gathering session with the trainers and fellow friends. RSN BOLEH!!

Absolut Memories

2007-07-07T07:48:00.006+08:00

Boatquay(chocolate bar):
The night I broke a glass because of a hot nurse.
The night vicky taught me chicago dance.

Boatquay(Hendrix):
The night I hug the pole and ask a cockroach why you aint home yet.
The night I first saw flying chairs.

Boatquay(Racer):
Shifu taught me the "5" F theory and the show me the art of dalliance.

Boatquay(Friend's place):
The night I enjoy shouting gangsta poem.
My 1st foam party.
The place Snake king taught me tecktonik dance in front of the mirror.

MS (Club |||):
My 1st comeback after probation.

MS (MDM Wong):
The 1st time I see communist dressed girls striped.
The place I always felt I'm the youngest

MS (Cheeky Monkey):
The night putu fingered a fat chick.
The night i 1st hit the stage and grind with a melayu chick.
The night I see angmo chicks stand on top of the bartop and pour alcoholic over her body and get wet, letting everyone see them upskirt.
The night I dance with a crazy angmo man holding a red wine while dancing.
The night andy and I saw that blink blink korean chick which we still think is ghost.
The night a guy wanna fight with me because of a chick but end up buying a drink for me.
The night tank ass wanna kiss me but I siam.
The night johnson trying to be notti, that rose speaks.
Meet lava girl.

Chinablack:
The very 1st time I kissed a guy.
The chinese emperor during haloween.
The night I was asked to do chicken dance and walk one round for everyone to see.

DXO:
The night whr there are less than 5 ppl in the club.

Devil's bar:
The night I bought 2 chicks back home.
The night I got so drunk and never attend my exam nxt day.
The night I pole danced for the very first time.
The night I was forced to pass an ice mouth to mouth to a old chick.
The night dani taught me reggae dance.
The night I helped putu to escape from the angmo chick though she's hot.
The night danny feel a bapok pussy with his hands.
The night that bapok introduce us to his brothers.

MOS:
The night I bought 80 tequilla pop.
The night shifu choose to do voluteery work, surprisingly.
The night I was pulled into a female toilet.
The night someone keep saying I lie to her.
The night colin became a mother fucker.
The night with I hooked up with thse china chicks.
The night someone trying to show off her pilot bf.
The night I felt like a VIP.
The night I chose not to listen to colin advice and ended up grounded..
The night I hooked up with my friend's friends elder sis.
The night I nearly got fine for throwin the cigarette butt.

Dbl O:
The night I pop till the glass broke into many pieces and shifu pop till the glass gt no bottom.
The night where that lumbo kills me which allow shifu to hooked onto a air stewardess.
The night shifu help me escape from the fat chick with his newly created dance.
The night I hooked up with that OL.
The night putu finger a hot chick on the very top of the platform for everyone to see including her guy fren standing down there with a dulan face.
The night colin and me lead the crowd to do the same moves as us.
The night I hooked up with a italian chick thank to yati.
The night some chick wanna take off my top.
The night we pop that champagne with colin and ronnie.
The night justin got kill by his flu instead of the alcohol.
The night I and putu became the party crasher.
The night colin breaks many hearts.
The night ice queen's ice spear killed justin
The night colin n I pick a fight wif ppl because of flying ice.

Zouk:
The night mingrui fainted.
The night justin bought me back to the dark side, rush hour.

Indochine(Forbidden City):
The night we went there for shelter because its raining.

Saint James (Boilers):
The fight that saved shifu but ended me up in hospital.

Saint James(Powerhouse):
The night shifu made an indian friend and earn himself a btl of chivas.
That short hair ah lian.

Saint James(Dragonfly):
The night she let me felt that insatiable feeling again.

Absolut Celebration

2007-04-16T15:23:00.004+08:00

Today is my sensei, Raymond's birthday! We decided to go Yongming's KTV pub to celebrate with located at Boatquay, called D-tox. Before that I went to met up with Darling after work. We went Suntec window shopping. Darling stopped by at a shop, and try a few clothes. The sales promoter keep pushing the clothes for her to try. At the end darling bought a skirt and a pants. The sales girl thought that Darling is a OL and I'm a hair stylist. "LOL!! After that went to Secret Recipe have our dinner, it been quite sometime since we go there makan, the food was great.

At around 10, I went to met Raymond, Justin, Naihao, Brendan and his girlfriend at Raffles place. When we reached that pub, We opened a bottle of Chivas. While Justin and Raymond is chit-chatting with the waitress, Naihao and I were singing. After we finished the Chivas, we go Golden cafe makan. Justin was lucky as the waitress had set her eyes on him. He left early with the waitress and the rest of us sat down to chit-chat about our old days in ITE. At around 4am, we shared a cab home.

Absolut Commitment

2007-03-15T16:28:00.005+08:00

Its been months since i blogged. Flashing back the time when I knew Darling is pregnant. I was helpless, the only person I could seek help from and advice is from my mum. I remember that I called her up 6am in the morning and told her about it. Surprisely she wasn't shock but asked me calmly what I'n going to do. I said either married and keep the baby or else abortion. She left me to make my own decision.

After I got home, Dad told me the same thing also and I told him i choose to get married after discussing with Daling. At noon I called up Darling's mum, she wasn't surprise too. That's so unbelievable, both our parent were calm. As Dad is going China to work for months in 2 days time. He asked me to ask Darling's parents out to discuss about our marriage. After everything is said and done. Preparation started, next morning Dad called up someone to renovate our new room and repaint the whole house and polished the floor. After daD went china the next day, i was put resposible of all the things. I was assigned to alots tasks. "haa StrEss. I allowed Darling to get involve in the renovation of my room, by letting her decide the colour to paint on the walls. As for me i went to buy the paints and help the worker tear down the old closet. "hAa tiring!! Then I went IKEA and Courts to look for bedroom set. I even went to those bridal shop to look for wedding packages.. After getting approval from Darling, her Mum and my Mum. I went to booked the stuffs. I also accompanying mum go booked the ballroom and tables for the Wedding dinner.

During that period of time, Darling was having toothache. In the middle of the night moaning in pain. "haiz! Seein her like this, I also heart pain. I brought her to dental to check up. The Dentist gave her some Antibotite and Painkiller to take for a week before plucking her decayed tooth. Then weeks later we went took our wedding photoes. It was so fun getting dress in different kinda costumes and doing all sort of poses.. "haAa!! Days later daRling went plucked her tooth. After the tooth is taken away, her headache and pain also gone.. "gREat!! Then something came up again, this time is the pregnant sickess. She started vommiting and having stomach cramp, no appetite, hate perfume, sensitive. Totally changed person. I bought her to specialist to checkup, its was so damn cool. She did the ultrasound scan and we were able see the baby shape, got heart beats too!!! excited..!!

Also at that period of time, Grandmum fall down and was admitted in hospital. "haiz.. so damn sad to see her like that as she can't walk. She was admitted in TTS Hospital for a week before operation. Thank god the operation was successful, but she still gotta learn to walk again. I told my Grandmum she gotta learnt to walk again so she could help me look after me future baby. She was happy that she gotta be "Tai-ma" soon!! Then she was transfer to amk hospital to rest and practise walking. That period of time allowed me to understand alot of things. All my Uncles and Aunts took turn to come take care of my grandmum. I respect them, this is what I called family spirit. They even hired a maid to look after her and surprisely few of my Uncles and Aunts that never shown up in my Grandma birthday that time, shown up. Why wanna wait till thing happened then regret but at least they regret and shown up, I respect this!!

Then following weeks, I accompanyin my Mum, Uncle and Aunt go relatives house give invitation card and buy stuff for the Wedding ceremony. I also went to bought the jewellery for darling with my Aunt and Mum. The furniture was delivered also. I also bought the new pillows and stuff, almost everything done. I was so relief. I gotta thank Mum for helping so much while Dad's overseas. Also Thank to Dad for your financial support. Thank to my Aunts and Uncles for your help. Thank to my friends for your care and concern.. To Darling, Thank you for loving me!

Absolut Birthday

2006-05-07T14:54:00.003+08:00

Today we're having a birthday party for my beloved Grandmum at home as it was her 80th bdaY!! Dad held a buffet party for her. ThiS morning wokE uP at 9. Managed to tidy up my messy room whiCh i wanted to do long ago but don't haf the timE. I tear down all my posters, change my double deck bed to single, change bedsheet, clear my drawers and unwanted stuFf, kept 3/4 of my toys which on display. Now it look much simple and tidy!! I loved it!! After tat planned to go buy a jade bangle for granny as her bdae gift but dad say she dun like and not worth it. Thus I bao a $200 hong bao for her lo.

Almost all my relatives came today, its just like the Chinese New Year atmosphere. As usual some arrogant ppl of the family din't turn up.. "nAbehs!! Everyone were eating and chatting. The elders were chit-chattin on the election thingy, kids were running around, teens seem to be more quiet in such occasion. At around 6, cut cake, Grandmum is just so cute when she's on camera. We took a "Quan jia fu" photo. "haa.. damn coOl!! Happy Birthday AH MA!!

Absolut DevilsBar

2006-05-03T14:49:00.003+08:00

Today is the bachelor's niGht!! Straight after school I went to woRk till 11pm, then met up with Danny, Ray and Colin. The lengendary! We took a cab to Dbl-O. Started with the complimentary drinks, followed by 3 jars, a couple of jabs, a few shots and pops,along with a lumbo to heat things up!! Once we're high, straight away hit the dancefloor and took the platfoRm!! "wOo hoo~~ PARTY!! All were doing what we were best in, Dan non-stop dancing, rAy non-stop flirting, cOlin non-stop drinking. Ray wEnt international tonight. Hooked up with 4 local chicks 2 Canadian. As for Colin, he was dragged away by some chick and kena injected with poison!! "muahaha.

We party till 3am, went to nearby kopitiam to eat Bak ku teh to cool down!! After makan, went for Round 2 @ DEviL's bAr!! It seems like Danny looked more appealing to transvesites. ehs maybe thats a female, ain't sure. If you think its possible to attached a pussy through surgery, then i guess she's a tranny. hAa "GOT MY EYES ON YOU, PUT UR HANDS ON MY XXX!! "Notti notti Danny!! I would always remember what you did tonight!! We party all the way till 6am, wemt to Mac makan and then head back home to sleep!! Enjoyed myself brothers.

Absolut Drunk

2006-04-30T00:46:00.003+08:00

This morning I reached home at around 8am and slept for 4 hrs then went on to work. After work, head to Yishun S-11 to eat supper with Harry and Danny. After supper, Dan told us about his experience in his recent trip to Taiwan. On our way back to Danny's house I saw neihao. I sat down under the block and crap with him for awhile.

Then we went back to Danny's house to bathe. We were looking at our Secondary school photo and joking around. Shortly later, we started playing cards with crazy forfeit as usual. Then came Thomas. We had planned to make him drunk tonight as he claimed that he's a godlight drinker. Remembered he said something damn funny, " Don't give a man a Heineken, give a man a Tiger.. LOL! The forfeit of the game is to drink the alcohol mix by the winner. Thomas lost almost every game. "Muhaha! tar and tar until he vommited and gone. He die die also don't wanna admit that he's drunk. After he coma already, we plucked his leg hair also no feeling. Did alot of pranks on him though it was alil too much but was fun!! I remembered after he vommited and wanted water, Dan tricked him by giving him a cup of vodka instead of plain water. He was so drunk that he never noticed and drank it. Then he vommit again!! We video the whole process down, its damn funny and gross also!!

We played till 7am in the morning, after that we went to Mac breakfast then I head straight to work. Though its kinda tiring but really enjoyed..

Absolut VIP

2006-04-29T00:42:00.004+08:00

Today was Weilun's birthday and he invited me to MOS. Actually I was thinking about joining Andy's at DXO, as his girlfriend is having a birthday bash there. Deal to some personal problem, I fly him kite. As it was still early, I decided to go Dbl-O after meeting up with Ray. When we reached there, the queue was freaking long. No choice but to head to MOS.

When I got there, I saw Krisna lining up in the queue. Fortunately, we are able to enter by the VIP lane. Then we proceed to the VIP room. It was damn cool in there, one night for 3k sia. That's lots of alcohol on the bar top, can anyhow mix and match. They even had a personal bartender there to serve the crowd. I saw Jce and her new boyfriend too. Never really talked to her as I think that she still hates me. I was drinking at a corner with Raymond until they cut the B'day cake. Then Jace asked us to go for dance. Surprisingly, she had forgave me. After dancing for sometime, we went back to the room and saw Rina and Weilun hanky panky at a corner. "LOL both must be drunk le! Everyone seems happy that night I supposed.
Raymond also chut pattern, hooked up with a waitress. At around 4, Ray and I went for supper, then went home after that.

Absolut Reflection

2006-04-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

After reflecting on myself, I guessed I had became more sensible and cheerful than before. Doing quite well in school I supposed. Maybe is because i lagged 4 modules thats why make me so eager to put in more effort in schoolwork. I guess schooling isnt that bored as i thought.. all gotta thank to my BEST POLY FREN "JUSTIN". Also to Damien, Zul, Hamzah, for helping me in my schoolwork and for the entertainment provided. Also to Mrs Elaine, Mrs Wong for not giving up on me despite that i cause you people many troubles and receiving complains about me. Also to Mr leung although you fail me last semester, but after those things you said to me last friday, I appreciated it.

I gonna spent more time with mum too. I still remembered on Sunday after you quarrelled with Dad, you cried and said to Dad, "When you were in china for 3 month, you never called back, when I needed someone to talk to, there was no one". I really gonna talking with my Mum, Dad and Granny more often. I also realised that im the one who had make things so complicated between me and Rainnie, causing myself the unhappiness, I'm the person that didn't wanna let go that time when things don't go as planned. I started do things degrading myself and hurted other feelings. I'm so screwed UP. I wanna declared to my friends she was never in fault, I'm the cause of everything. Maybe I'm starting to realised what she said was right, I ain't her kinda guy. Whatever it is, ain't not gonna think much about it, hopefully I could changed for a better.

Doing well in work too. Ohh! A BIG thank to BIG EYES, Jace, for showering your care, love and crapiness on me, waking me up every morning without fail keepin my attendance record clean. To AhLaSo: Paiseh MIA for so long, kinda busy recently would catch up with U real soon alright. To Florlynn: Paiseh never attend the KTV session last sunday because got work!! Hope to catch up with u soon and also thank for the concern.

Absolut DevilsBar

2006-04-12T15:37:00.001+08:00

Today I went to the DevilsBar with Ray, Sam, Rina, Jace, Weilun, Yati, Ada and Nichole. I was wearing putu's head band tonight!! We opened a bottle of Smirnoff Vodka. This is the 2nd time I opened bottle at devils' ! The other time was Absolut Vodka, I wanna try Bombay Sapphire the next time!! As usual getting ourself high on alcohol. I was waiting for yati's arrival at the live band corner before hitting the main dancefloor. We had alot of fun, and I also told what I felt to Jace. Sam, Rina and Nichole left early as next day got to work. Leaving me with Jace, Weilun, Ray and Yati. We party till morning then went to Mac breakfast!! Ray also hook up with a chick named Si ling. She was so drunk that we got no choice but to sent her home. After senting her home, Ray came over my place to rest till evening then I went on to work.

Absolut Soccer

2006-04-09T15:36:00.002+08:00

As usual I'm late!! I only played for a few matches. "sian ji pua!!" Wenjun, his kakis, Din, Fendy, Weilun, Botak, Jordan, Sean, Simon, Wayne, Bert was present! After playing for awhile they wanted to throw Albert into the pool as he's going back Bundong!! That's when the party started!! Woohoo~ Started with bert, then Jordan, Weilun, Botak, me, Sean, Fendy, Din and Wayne.. LOL!! Jordan got pushed down by me and his handphone kena soaked. "so sorry lea dude", but that ain't gotta stop the fun. Then followed by Weilun, his leg kena spread till so wide by us and got his balls hit against the metal pole!! OUCH!! Everyone kena this treatment before they got throw into the pool!!

Din got the worst treatment, we spread his leg n hit his balls against a TREE!! Botak was so comfortable being carried by us to the pool, knowing he would get soaked. It should be a torture isn't it!! Therefore I suggested we carry him face facing the ground and dumped him straight down the pool for a taste of pool water. For Din we did not just dropped him down. We soaked him up and down the pool twice like soaking wanton before we dropped him down. "haa! As for me, they assaulted me when I wasn't alert but nevermind I got my revenge on Fendy the mastermind!! Everyone was soaked and still having fun!! After we cleaned up ourself, headed to Grand to watch "Inside man". Enjoyed myself guys!

Absolut MOS

2006-04-05T15:24:00.003+08:00

Today, I went to MOS again with Sam, Raymond, Weilun and Jace's kakis. This time I told myself, I ain't gonna drink much as I wanted dance!! Rainnie and Klara was there too!! Warm myself up wif a complimentary drink, a jar of Burbon coke and 2 Tequila pop. When the kicks come, straight away I hit the dancefloor. It was fun dancing, shortly later I went up the platform!! Guess what? Klara and Weilun were secondary school friends. Actually I wanted to join the rest as they are heading to Devils' but I see that Rainnie was angry because I was grinding with the other girls, so I chose to go home with her. Enjoyed myself with you guys.

Absolut Hangout

2006-04-03T15:20:00.003+08:00

Last night, after work I went to met up Rainnie and Klara!! We relaxed at TCC awhile then went Cineleisure to watch Ice age! It was darn funny especailly that squirrel!!

This morning I waited for Rainnie to finished work then we went shopping. We went to Wheellock and she got herself a Brazilian Adidas jacket and a tops. World Cup fever is ON.. "wOo hoo~ Then we went to Fish and Co. to makan!! The Mermaid freeze was huge!! After lunch, we met up with Fendy and Aishah to pass him his card. Later we headed down to Suntec. We got myself each a pair of jeans at Levis. After shopping we went Haagen daz to eat the Chocolate fondue.. YUM YUM!! What a absolut hangout today.

Absolut Hangover

2006-03-29T16:18:00.003+08:00

Today is PAYDAY!! "Woo hoo~ I went to MOS with colin, jews, daniel, Ray, Rainnie, Quency, Sam, Rina, Weilun, Jace and friends. We started with a jar of Chivas green tea and fews cup of complimentary drinks. Most of them were dancing while some were drinking. Then came Cherie and Meixin. Jace asked Ray and me to paired up and dance with them, it was fun!! Then I bought Rainnie and Quency a Flamming lamborgini. Both of them shared one and I tar one. Steaming Hot!! Later ordered 12 tequila pop for my bros!! "haa tar again!! still no kick. Then Weilun wanna order somemore, so I shared with him. He bought himself and Jace a Barcari 151 with beer. still not high enough!!

We ordered another 48 tequila pop which comes with another 40 free ones!! Totla 88 pops, drank until all STEAMED!! Ray also bought Cherie and Meixin another jar of Vodka Cranberries, ended up all high. Then we went dancing, but not for long, all the girls cannot make it!! Rina was so dead drunk, sleeping in Weilun's arms. While I was tryin to look after Rainnie and Quency but they wanted join their friend. Thus I continue drinking at a corner. While I was drinking, saw Jace was freaking drunk and shoutin around. I went to took care of her and bought her outta the club while Colin was helpin me to look after the rest. Ray were also looking after the Cherie and Meixin. Party night became volunteery work. I got them all outta the club and settled down. Jace really was a hard one to take care of.. Guess whoever that was there yesterday would know what I meant, don't wish to elaborate much.. LOL!

Colin, I'm sorry !! I know what I was doing. The next morning, I got a absolut hangout, due to the excess drinking.

Absolut Animals

2006-03-26T15:59:00.001+08:00

Sunday, I went to the zoo with Weide, Fen and Rainnie. The last time I went zoo was during primary school days. We meet up for breakfast at Mac first. Its been a long time i woke up early for breakfast. The feeling was great. After breakfast, we head to the zoo. Have alots of fun there, taking pictures, exploring animals, teasing monkeys. We hang around down there from 10 to 3+. In between we also stopped for a short animals show. It was kinda tiring but very enjoyable experience. Finally got the chance to see the white tiger in singapore. The last time i saw it was at gold coast australia years back. It was beautiful except that it keep walking left and right non-stop macham like Robot. I wanna take a pic of it also hard. After 4 hours went back to see them, that tiger still walking the same way. Won't it get tired? Confirmed is robotic de.. "Lol.

We also get to see the penguins.. "JUST SMILE N WAVES!". Still remembered that I went to tease a chimpanzee. Then that ape showed me a hand gesture,asking me to FUCK OFF!! damn funny!! That ape even try to take branches to throw us but missed!! "H A H A!! There is also another incident that the baboon shouted at Rainnie. Most probably is because she see Rainnie as her kind and get excited because her make-up was as red as the baboon's cheek. LOL! After finishing walking the zoo, went to KFC to eat. Really have a fun time with the animals there!

Absolut Weirdo

2006-03-19T15:52:00.003+08:00

Time really flies, for the past few months, I had did many shits that degraded myself. I guess is time to changed for a better. Certain things have changed I assumed. Actually all the while have been creating problems for myself. "Thank to all my friends that had given me support and advice all this while though I can't be bothered last time. Now I have wake up, hope it isn't too late. Life is a success if only you are happy. Gotta stay positive!! Although I flung 3 module and lack 2 module this semester, aint gotta let this bring me down. What I gotta do now is to concentrate on my studies once school reopen and not forgetting to have FUN too. Right? Chiongsterz's motto "TO EXPERIENCE!!!" Having holidays for the moment, gonna make use of the time to hang out and catch up with my fellow friends. Last Thursday, I went Chong Pang to makan nasi lemak with Shitong and Sam, then ton over at Shitong's place. On Saturday night, I went Cindee's house to play majong with Ebi and Flor till morning.

Recently, I got into fight with someone in the MRT. Sam, Mandy and I was on the way home in the MRT. That time I was already kinda frustrated as i received some fucked up news. We took to Marina bay first then go towards woodlands, I was playing with Mandy's hp, then this guy in his mid 30s came over n told me "Oei don't anyhow point your camera on people" WTF right!? After hearding, I got very dulan!! Straight away I shoot him. "Cb you think you superstar ar? who wanna take ur photo" Fuck U la!! He lan lan then keep staring at me. I was still kinda hot and before he alight at sommerset. He was still staring at me. I smile at him n pointed him my middle finger. He got fired up, and KPKB.. I just continue pointing with a sacastic smile, waiting for him to approach me, but still he went off. After the train stopped at Marina, and continue going towards Woodlands.

Thinking that the conflict had rest but that wasn't the case. When Mrt stopped at Sommerset, I wasn't alert as I was playing with my Handphone, that fucker came in and grab me by my shirt, somehow tear my shirt and broke my lionheart peadant. I was shocked and boiled up!! I dashed out of the MRT and went after that fucker!! With no doubt, gave him a kiCK on his stomach, he crouch abit and I continue charging toward him as I was going to give him another blow. He move back and fell down himself. WHAHAHA! Actually wanted to take advantage and kick him but I burst into laughter. I was laughing out loud in a damn cocky manner so to further irritate him and embarrass him. I stood there, asking him to "LAI LAI LAI !!" When he stood up, I try to punch him but missed. Then I demanded him to say sorry to me and compensate me. He say its my fault and why I pointed finger at him, I was so angry and shouted at him "Then you stare for what fuck" We argued for awhile, then came the SMRT staff trying resolve the problem. Then that SMRT staff walkie his collegue to called police. The SMRT person ask Sam and Mandy bring me away let the conflict rest. Not to make tis matter become a police case, I agreed because if something happened again, there won't be any chances for probation.

Before I go, knowing that he wasn't happy that I pointed middle finger at him. I purposely pointed at him again and scolded him some vulgars. He can do nothing. "SU FUT! Weirdo... I use my handphone in train also can tio tai ji. "SWAY!! Anyway it's over, for now i gonna stay happy and not gotta let anything get in my way!! Hakuna Matata!!

Absolut Cuisine

2005-12-10T05:14:00.001+08:00

As usual, everyday would be working and working, next day go to school. Recently, had started going clubbing even on Tuesday and Thursday. Currently, we had been visiting Dbl-O more often, as Raymond decided to make there our new home ground. Last week, after clubbing at Dbl-O, Justin, Putu and I decided to go to Queens to enjoy techno beats. It's been many years, I last step into a Techno Tiuz.

I also started to chill at pub as I wanted to experience something new. Few days ago, went to a pub called "Ying Huang" where cassandra is working at. It kinda cool there, as they had got live band and you're also able to dedicate songs. Drinks were cheap too.

Today, my family and I went to an International Buffet at Novena, as Dad is going to China next week and my Brother is enlisting to NS soon. They had lots of tasty cuisine and many variety of seafood dishes. I simply loved the cheese coated oyster and the "Buddha jump wall". All of us had a great time there and got our stomach filled with the absolut cuisines. "Yummy!!

Absolut Surprise

2005-11-18T03:54:00.001+08:00

Today, straight after work, I went to Marina GV cineplez to watch "Emily Rose" with Shit, Wayne and the evil twins. It's been a long time, we had such gathering. The show was great, somehow makes me got interested in excorism. After that we went to esplanade's hawker to makan seafood. After dinning we chilled out at a park.
To my surprise, they remembered my birthday, and got me a cake for early celebration as they would be outta town the following week. They even went to borrow fork and spoon from the hawker so we could enjoy the mango cake. Thanks guys.. I appreciated your effort!!

Absolut Black

2005-11-12T03:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday after work, I went supper at geylang with Bernard n Kelvin. We went to makan the oyster sauce mee shua, beancurd, you tiao, carrot cake n many more.. I ate until wanna puke.

Today straight after school, I went home to sleep until 6+ then went to meet up with Sam. We went to Cheeky monkeys to find Andy. Chilled out there and talk cock for awhile. During the chat, found out that Andy also knew that "chao ah beng" Jerry, who find trouble with me in Cheekys because of a chick, but ended up buyng me a drink. "LOL!

As it was boring down there, we decided to switch to Chinablack. We met up with Putu and took a cab down to Chinablack to join wif Ebi, Geswin and the usual suspects. Today I aint felt like dancing so we sat down at corner to drink while play "cai quan". At around 12+, Seowzhong came with 3 ladies, "Pimp Daddy in the House! It's been a long time since I club with him. The last time was in one of the Techno Tiuz in Boatquay which was almost 2 years ago.

As we drink until "buay dong liao", I suggested to change the forfeit into a daring game. This was the night, I kissed someone with the same sex. The lucky guy was Putu.
As the dare gets crazier and ridiculous, I wanna "chao lang" but Ebi don't allow me to fall out. As I was trying to sneak off, Ebi pulled me and accidently broke my necklace. My lionheart pendant n ring dropped, I was so anxious but luckily they managed to help me found it.

After awhile I went to the dancefloor and saw Tommy, my secondary school mate. He got such a hot girlfriend now, never knew that he would break off with Meiqi. While I was heading to the toilet, somebody called me, it was Quency's Shanghai friend, can't remember his name. He was all along sitting on the table beside us, but I didn't noticed. I never expected him to remember me as we only met once. Anyway after we left the club, we went to Macdonalds to have breakfast before heading home.

Absolut Sensation

2005-10-28T07:33:00.001+08:00

On Wed, I went to Zouk with Rainnie and Quency. I sent her home as she was kinda drunk. After reaching her house, I accompanied her for awhile. Shortly, She fall asleep on my thighs. She's so cute and sweet looking. I hold her close and watch her sleeping soundly. At that moment I really wished that time could stop at this moment forever. Somehow I felt contented.. I got this absolut sensation that words can't describe.

Yesterday after work, Johnson jio-ed us to K-box to sing, but after we got there, Andy and I ended up playing pool instead, while the rest were singing. We played till 3am then went back to K-box to sing with them till early morning.

Absolut Dream

2005-10-10T02:04:00.005+08:00

It's been quite sometimes since i blogged. I just woke up from a long dream.. "Guess wat? I woke up with tears rolling down my cheeks. This is the first time I dreamt till i cried. I dreamt that I was doing some drugs dealing with my bro and friends. Then we got rich but for some reason I accidently killed someone and was wanted by police and thugs. While escaping, I killed even more people. I was hiding in my secondary school, then suddenly got surrounded by police. I don't wanna be hang or shot to death, thus i chose to jump off the building. I really felt hows it was like, falling off from a high storey.

I was dead but that wasn't the sad part. What's sad is seeing the people who loved me, so sad and crying especially my grandma. "haiz.. She went insane and couldn't accept the fact I'm dead. I kneeled down, crying out and apologize to her but she can't see me anymore. "sign.. Somehow I learnt something from this absolut dream. I ain't gonna fool around with my life anymore. It's been a long time, I ever slept till so shiok. Though somehow I got back the "Chiongsterz" kinda lifestyle in the past, but I ain't really happy. "haiz!

"Tinkle tinkle little star, how I wonder how you are.." Miss you Rainnie!!

Absolut Night Out

2005-10-09T02:15:00.006+08:00

I'm gonna summarise what I had being up to the whole of last week. Everyday got out in the morning and came home the next morning.

Last Saturday, I went to watch "40 year old virgin" with Rainnie. While waiting for entry, we went to ate at Starbuck. She had a chocolate muffin while I had a green tea cake with white chocolate coating. "Yummy! As it was still early, we sat down there to chit chat till the threater is ready for entry. Enjoyed myself that night.

Last Monday, Rainnie and I went to Wisma's Indochine (Aquarium). We had dessert and a bottle of Shiraz over there. Both of us got petty drunk. Everytime when I'm with her, I felt rather happy and loved. Enjoyed her company that night.

Last Tuesday, I went to Cathay's K-box with Johnson, Jasmine, Wendy, Geswin, Rina, Maine, Andy, Sean and Min. While we were inside the room, Johnson's wife keep on asking me to drink till I got so high. Then they dared me to dance in front of them, so went on dancing with Andy as both of us were drunk. Andy danced till so high that he took off his shirt while they were singing Alex Yoh "Tou Dao (Take Off)". After awhile, all got so drunk and "buay sai already". Only left with Geswin and me still holding on to the mic singing while Andy and Maine were making out somewhere I guessed. We stayed there till 6am in morning.

Last Wed which was Andy's birthday. We decided to go Cheeky monkeys again as it was a very last min planning, therefore I didn't get any gift for him. They came down and waited for me and Putu to finish work. When we got there, Andy opened 3 bottles of Chivas, I was wondering how much he spent. We kept drinking non-stop till I got so high, that I went up the platform to dance. While Putu and I was dancing on the platform, came 2 Melayu chicks, then they started grinding with us. After dancing, the chick thank me for the dance and said I ain't like the rest. I was somehow delighted to hear that. I admired Putu's love for Rina although she wasn't there that night. After he hanky-panky with the Melayu chick, she asked him for one nite stand and he was able to reject it. Way to go man!

Then I went back to continue drinking. To my surprise, Mandy and Daniel were lying dead on the sofa seats, cause they freaking finished all the bottles. Then I went to watch Min play pool. He was real pro as he beat 2 of fellas down there. After clubbing, we went for supper at Spize. The Mee Goreng was real spicy. Mandy and I shared a cab back home. During the journey, she confessed to me that she had a crush on me and hope we could give each other a chance. "I can't because I already had someone in mind who was Rainnie. I told her don't even bother to wait for me, cause I know how it feels like. I also told her don't be so good to me as I would feel guilty. I don't wish her to end up like Maine. I was kinda mean but no choice.

Last Thursday, went to IndoChine (Forbidden City) with the same old gang again. It was real relaxing. After awhile, Putu and Andy decided to go clubbing so we left the rest of the gang at Indochine. There ain't much people at Cheekys tonight, all along I was dancing in the dancefloor alone. While the other guys were checking out on the AngMo s' getting wet at the bar top. Then Andy came to dance with me and we noticed this chick sitting at the platform. WOW!! She was very seductive and mysterious. She smiled at us. Her eyes were attractive and she really stand out in her "Blink Blink" outfit.

Then Andy dared me to go make friend with that chick, so i went on to dance with her. I had a chat with her and got to know that she was a korean. Then I went on to drink with Putu. Andy said she wanna buy me a drink, but I didn't know what she was saying as she was speaking in that Korean slang, so I smiled and walked away. LOL! When Cheekys was about to close, Andy asked us to wait for that korean chick while she went to the toilet. After a long wait, still didn't see her coming out. Then we walked out and waited at the entrance, in the end still didn't see her walking out. We suspected that what we saw was a ghost. That girl was real hot, I can't deny but why such a spotlight and nobody noticed her except for us. How could it be possible that she went to the toilet and disappeared? Haa!! Really left us wondering...
Who's that girl.. nanananana..

Last Friday, straight after work went to watch "Corpse bride". After the movie, went Ktv again with Sam and the usual suspects. We sang till morning as it was raining heavily. Then after Ktv, we decided to have breakfast at Bugis. We dared each other to walk there though it was still raining. While walking in d rain, we distured an lady who was walking in front of us. We shouted "pang chui(robbery), I want your umbrella!" The lady begin to fasten her pace after hearing that. Then Andy and me ran toward her and she turned back. Her facial expression was darn funny. After walking for a distance, we decided to take cab cause we were all shagged.

Last Saturday, I worked from 920am to 120am. I was damn tired, 14 hrs of work, somemore never sleep yesterday but still managed to "Tahan" with the help of a can of Red bull. "Red bull really gives u wings" After that I went for supper with Fendy and Mandy. Andy asked me to sent her home and helped her explain to her dad, why that night she went home so late as he asked her to go because it was his birthday. I tried to explain to her father respectfully, but ended up arguing. Then came her brother who talk like wanna fight. I lost my temper when he pushed Mandy until she falls down. I shouted vulgarities at him. Then he "bo wei gong" so stared at me. I fuckin stared back and I felt like punching his sickening face. If not for Mandy who stopped me, I would kick him. It's kinda sad for her to be living with this jerks.

Absolut Heart-Breaker

2005-09-29T05:24:00.001+08:00

Today I went Cheeky Monkeys with Andy, Johnson, Sean, Dani, Putu, Daniel, Mandy, Rina, Cindy and Maine. Something unpleasant happened. Johnson was on the house tonight, so Maine and the rest were drinking like nobody business. Maine was drunk and she was trying to hug me but I kept a distance from her. She even tried to kiss me, but I turned away. Johnson saw and shook his head. "I'm sorry for breaking your heart, you ain't the one for me. She was angry with me, I can see that.

Maine got so drunk that she drop the wine and spill all over Johnson. Then she went off to grind with Andy. Rina who was sitting at a corner suddenly burst into tears, and I had no idea why. Cindy came over and told me that it was because she saw what Maine did to me. " sigh! Sorry I had always took you as my sis, please understand, the one I truly love is Rainnie...

Absolut Isolation

2005-09-22T04:15:00.001+08:00

Nobody was there for me when I needed someone. The person I had so much faith for didn't turn up. Maybe I aint understanding enough to think for her situation but it shows that he's more important than me. After all he's still her boyfriend, I just a nobody. "haizz.. Even I love her so deep, doing everything I could for her, it wouldn't make me the one she love the most. I'm meant to be alone.

I sat on the top of the multi-storey carpark and drank till I puked. Then I managed to get to sleep. Next morning I went to work, and Maine's friends were looking at me differently, guessed they had knew how a bastard I'm but who cares, hate me if you wish to. "Arghhh!! I just hate it, looking at others so happily, why couldn't me?

After work, went Mdm Wong with Dani and Putu. Although the age requirement was 23 yrs and above, Putu managed to got me in. I was feeling so down, isolating myself, drinking alone while they were having fun with the girls and watching the communist dressed alike chicks stripping. "sigh! Felt so stupid...

Absolut Black

2005-08-24T14:46:00.006+08:00

This few days, things are going quite well for me. Last sunday, had a gathering at Cafe cartel with Ebi, Rina, Florlynn, Bernice, Suzhi, Sam, Daniel, Jason, Geswin, Cheng and Blur. Had a great chat with them, was listening to Cheng's stories in Navy and at that moment I was thinking about signing on. "LOL!

Today, as Min wanted to visit NYP to see the differences between their collegue in Korea and Singapore, thus Sean drove him over here. I brought them around the school and did many crazy shits during the tour. I even secretly brought them into my lecture hall to "di di siao siao" while I'm having lesson.

Later at night, I met up with my Grand khakis to club at ChinaBlack as well as to celebrate Rina's Birthday. Met up with Quency and Rainnie too. Had alot fun inside, getting high on alcohol, playing games that Ebi suggested, daring each other to do funny shits, like doing chicken dance around the area and so on. I really enjoyed myself throughout the night!!

Absolut Philosophy

2005-08-20T03:57:00.004+08:00

Life is good, life is great, life is unbelievable, life is hard, life is cruel, life is beautiful. Life is like a rollercoaster, there's always up n down.. It's kinda funny how life can change, it can flip 180 degrees in a matter of days, you never know whats gonna happen next. Maybe you might strike Toto and become millionaire, or maybe you would be strike by lightening and sayonara. Everything is possible . Its ur life, its now or never, cause everyone aint living forever so cherish what you have and grab hold of every chances and opportunites you got, do what you feel like doing. Try things you had never done before while u alive, even if it breaks the rules and the rights but as long as it don't hurt others physically or emotionally. Anyway who are those usses whu come out with this lames rules and rights. Why must we follow what this ppl who we don't even know or see. Who are they to fuckin judge us. Again its our life, we have got our own rights. but never regret or blame on others cause u make the choice, and you chose this cause you think it will make you or others happy. Enjoy the fun in life. You are born to Enjoy n to Experience. Pursue your dreams, don't give a shit what others think. Do what you want to do so you will never live in regrets. In tis world, there are no right or wrong, only choices you make. Always make your choices wisely, don't everything also listen to friends or anyhow make descison cause you certainly will regret, always think of the consequence and outcome and whether you can overcome the outcome by making this decision. If you can then go ahead. haa'to be continued..

Absolut Water Festival

2005-07-11T21:43:00.006+08:00

Finally I got to attend this year Grand's "Absolut Water Festival". It reminded me of the water fight during Secondary school days, where me and my friends were titled the Waterboys. "Muahaha! Last night, I, member of the Waterboys finally got to perform once again.

Straight after I finished closing, moved on to the garden to join everyone else for BBQ. I grabbed a can of beer, a few otak sticks and relax one corner. Comparing to last year, I ain't drinking recklessly as I don't wish be KO at the beginning of the party. The touching moment of the night was when each and everyone of us present our gift of appreciation to Jennifer as she is leaving us.

While Seowzhong and I were drinking, suddenly I sense that its starting. Without further ado I went to get a bucket of ice water. Seeing Fendy charging toward Jennifer with a pail from far, We ambushed her right on the spot, leaving her all soaked up. All the others begin to panic and ran out of the garden without even finishing their food. It was so funny, its seem like we were some kinda monster out to slaughter people, "Run for your life! Ha.." The remaining few in the garden were Fendy, Min, Hansen, Jason, Geswin and me. We were locked from outside by Jeslynn.

Had no idea from where did Fendy took out that water hose, but I knew I better run before he started shooting. Only Hansen who is equiped with his useless watergun is standing against him. Geswin and me went to took the ice box containing water and charge toward thEm. All of us were drenched, "sU fut".

As the rest were outside of the garden happily watching and laughing away, thinking that they would be safe behind the glass panel. To their surprise, Jeslynn unlocked the glass door, and Yati who was standing near were pulled inside by us. Once she got in, we grabbed a can of beer and pour all over her.

To us those standing outside the garden were like helpless pigs, waiting to be slaughter anytime. Next victim was Simon, followed by Sam, Karla, Maria and Aishah, all kena whacked. The rest was so scare that they stay as far away from the door. We stopped and had a break while Rina, Zhenwei and Suzhi went back in to BBQ, but still they got splashed by Hansen.

Not for long, it started again, all of us went out to catch people in. Ebi was a hard one, Min had to chase her around and carry her inside while she's still struggling. After her, was followed by Florlynn and Eugene, victim's of Min. Diana was also dragged in by Wayne and Eugene. Jason even sabo his own girlfriend, Bernice. All of them been awarded with ice cold water.

The disgusting part comes in when Seowzhong got hit by my ice water, its not just simply water now. He throw butter at simon, followed by me. Then I repay him with satay sauce. "Muahaha sick shit! Everyone was wet, some shivering away, some were drunk, some still so high, dancing to the music, damn happening, this what I called PARTY! I was waiting to drink with Bernard, but he came in late. I wasn't able to join him as I was stinking wet, furthermore got school tomorrow so i left early.

Absolut Friday

2005-07-04T01:47:00.002+08:00

Last Friday night, maine and I went to try the "G-max" at Clarke quay. This was my first bumgy ride, the whole experience was kinda cool I must said. The whole process was so fast that I ain't got enough of it yet, nevermind next payday go again.

After that We headed to Kallang Waterfront, the scenery there is beautiful and peaceful. "WOW" should be the appropriate word. We took a stroll down there and headed to the bridge. It's awesome! Then we stop by at "Cosy bay", it's a lighthouse alike pub and restaurant. They had pool table, big screen for soccer, drinking barrel table and alot more. We sat at the very top of the lighthouse. I ordered a rosemary chicken and maine got herself a bbq chicken. We enjoyed the food as well as the atmosphere up there. Later we took a cab to Coffee club at Sommerset near the fitness centre to have dessert. We shared a muddy pie, strawberry ice-cream with alil rum, and a vanilla earl grey tea tasted alike drink. We were so bloated after that and we did some lame shit there without fail.

Today after I ended my work, 13 of us went to Clementi K box as Geswin is working over there for Sam's Birthday Celebration. Its been a long time everyone gets together. I must admit that Nana, Suzhi and Rina was the top vocal. When it comes to Canto song, Cindy and Florlynn were the leading hands. The rest of us becomes the audiences. Actually Ges suggested to sing until 2am but as most of us had got school tomorrow, we had no choice but to leave earlier. I enjoyed myself though having a god damn flu.

Absolut Miss Out

2005-06-30T17:38:00.002+08:00

Siansation! Miss out alot of things this week. I was invited as VIPeas at ZOUK to catch Black Eye Peas live but I miss it! Miss out Min's home cooked Korean cruisine. I also miss out the Cisco assignment which had to be done on that stated day through online. The only good thing that happened is I managed to clear my debts and paid the bloodly $200 fine!!

Absolut Nonsense

2005-06-27T19:06:00.009+08:00

After gaining back my freedom, I'm almost staying out every nights after school/work. Either playing late night soccer or supper with Danny and gang. Not forgetting those lame games we played with ridiculous forfeits.

Remembering that night, we pranked thomas until "terok terok". This time the forfeit for losing the game was even crazier. Loser would be awarded with 5 shoots, fired from the air gun which Danny smuggled from Thailand. I was shot 5 times sia, its really painful. Harry got himself seven stars on his back. Symbol of the King!! "muahaha! The air gun was so powerful that all of us got bruised. Harry's star even bleeded, "crazy fuck! As usual including drinking of Absolut with rojak mixes. Thomas, victim of the night!

Another memorable nights out with Colin getting high on alcohol, We actually climbed up to d statue at the heart of Raffles business district. That's even more crazier shit that Colin did, like running toward a moving car and lying down in the middle of the road. That night I had an conflict with Colin because I disattached the signboard located at the MRT station. I remembered after we plucked out that shit, we were running like mad fellas while holding it in my hands. Somemore he was the one who offered me his keys for assistance when he disliked with what I did. "LOL! Anyway, after awhile we returned to attach it back to its original position. Then we took a cab down to AMK and had breakfast with Jews.

Absolut Freedom

2005-06-09T04:55:00.007+08:00

Today is the Fourth day after I got my Absolut Freedom!! Well, I'm feeling great.

On the very day I'm officially freed from the clutches of law, reporting to my P.O. for the very last time, she gave me a congratulation card for the completion of my 1 year probation. Then I proceeded to watch Monster-In-Law with maine. After that I met up with Colin. The first night out with him aftEr so long, we headed to Labrador park to explore. That place is crackalait!! Though its kinda creepy as it was deserted but definitely interesting. When I mentioned to people about this place, nobody knew its existence. We took a cab there. We begun our exploration from the zig-zag bridge which was camoflauged by the trees that linked from the top of the hill to the bottom. It was like those kinda bridge in fairy tales and the view from the very top of the hill was majestic. I piggyback maine down the bridge. After walking awhile, having to solve the maze, we proceed on to the war site bunker. It was so dark that everything at the bunker looks like tombstone to me at my first glance. Unfortunately, Colin and Jing had got some ghost-sighting, they assumed that they saw shadow flyby which gives me goosebumps. Next, We headed to the tunnel located under the sea that linked to Sentosa, but sadly the gate was locked thus we decided to leave as they are having something on later.

On the following day, chill out with maine at the "beach bar", an hawailian styled open area pub with cool atmosphere, comfortable sofa chairs and suiting music. I got myself a plate of caramari to go along with my Tequila sunrisE. I would like to recommended one of their shot called, Test-tube baby, definitely something special and worth trying.

Last night, I went to hang out with my group of beloved friends who accompanied me throughout my probation. Thanks peeps! Actually Ebi thought of going Chinablack but as some of them is underaged so we ended up at PS's Cafe cartel. ehs.. Thanks to the 3 ladies for helping me to queue up. The pasta was great, there was about 10 of us down there. After dinning We sat down there n chit-chat till closing and the whole place was filled with our noises. Everyone enjoyed themselves i guessed. Shortly, Weichuang and Mel came to join us. While I was away in the restroom, I came back to my surprise, they bought me a huge plate of chocolate fudge brownie and insisted me to finish up by myself, as we claimed that its been a year that I'm able to legally dine outside after 10pm, so its an special treat from them. As the night was still young, We headed to Marina and got ourself each a bottle of spirits and 12 bottles of Calsberg. Then We proceed on to Esplanade and drink. While we are drinking, Ebi came out with this multiple 3 game, "sia la.."

We quickly formed a big circle and started playing, whoever that lost would drink. Don't why I keep on losing and ended up so bloated. Mel was the only one tat never lost in that game so everyone challenged him to different kinda game until he gets drunk. "haa shiok sia!" Cindy drank until she puked on herself, while mel was doing pole-dancing, in front of Jason and Bernice who was KO and lying on the floor and Rina became the second merlion of esplanade. Florlynn, Suzhi, Ebi and Chuang were the only few that are still alright. I remembered I was so high that I climbed up to the threater's tent and rested down there. While I was up there enjoying the cool breeze, a security guard came and asked me to come down. "Paiseh sia!"

I really enjoyed myself yesterday. Few more hours time, gonna go jack's house for his farewell meal. Chao!!