Saturday, January 01, 2011

Absolut Thanks

thanks

hello my dearest friends,


It's been awhile since we seen each other. Regardless whether we're still that close like before. Hope you would take a min off to read this note, haa feeling kinda awkward to be saying this.. but still gonna do it!! I would like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to everyone of you. I always wanted to thank you guys for the happy and unhappy times we shared in the past, but didn't had a chance to. There's also many times you guys ask me out for gathering, but I wasn't able to attend as for some personal reason. Hope you guys don't think that I'm taking all of you for granted.


There's a few occasion where you guys had made me see and remember how you guys shown your love n concern as a friends which I appreciated. I remember the period when I was serving my probation, You guys were always taking care of me and making sure I won't get into trouble. I still remember you guys knowing I was into clubbing in the past, had make the effort to party with me for a last time before my probation starts at MS club |||. Though you guys don't club during that time. Also after I completed my probation, you guys had a celebration for me a PS cafe cartel. not forgetting the muddy mud pie you guys got for me. Another occasion where I was dealing with a breakup, you guys were always cheering me up, making me feel loved with all your accompanies and kept me occupied. Also to those that always accompanied me go club to drunk my sorrows. Not forgetting the random chit-chatting, heart to heart talk during work in GC lo or in the smoking area . You guys also had been there on my wedding day, my son's full month, I would like to thank you all for attending. I also like to apologize to you guys for not entertaining you all much during this two occasion. Another occasion was during my dad's wake, I wanna thank you guys for coming down for me. Also to those who encouraging me to study and push me to go on, and those who checking out my blog in the past and gave me encouraging words and important advices. Also times where I had conflict with my wife, you guys provided me with a listening ears and hearing me brag. There's really too much to mention here.


In 09, I did some silly shit that got me into trouble again. I told myself that this would be the very last time that I'm going to behave so recklessly, as I always do things without thinking of the consequences. After that incident, I'm still paying for the shits I did with hardship and regrets every single day. I had learnt and understand many important things during this period. I'm also been able to see things in many angles. There's too much to share in here. And one of the things is to be grateful. I'm grateful to have you guys in my life. Sincerely thank you my friends. I remember one of you told me, a friends is not only somebody that party and have fun with you, or physically there for you when you need them. I understand everyone is busy with their life, to me a friends is someone who cares or quietly checking out on how u're doing, or even with a simple message of concern. I want to thank this two special friends that been there for me in this period of time, continuously encouraging me and never gave up on me though many times I didn't pick up their calls, and still making the effort to ask me out to chill so to help me distress. And the times they came all the way down for my sake, as they know my current status. I enjoyed the random chat we had everytime we met.


There's really many regrets in my life and one of the worst one was not been able to say I love you to my dad and not saying thank you to him for everything he did for me. So before I had another regret, I wrote this to thank you all for the joy, laughter, tears and memorable time we shared in the past, which I would never forget. Thank for everything you guys done for me.





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