Absolut Heart-Breaker
Today I went Cheeky Monkeys with Andy, Johnson, Sean, Dani, Putu, Daniel, Mandy, Rina, Cindy and Maine. Something unpleasant happened. Johnson was on the house tonight, so Maine and the rest were drinking like nobody business. Maine was drunk and she was trying to hug me but I kept a distance from her. She even tried to kiss me, but I turned away. Johnson saw and shook his head. "I'm sorry for breaking your heart, you ain't the one for me. She was angry with me, I can see that.
Maine got so drunk that she drop the wine and spill all over Johnson. Then she went off to grind with Andy. Rina who was sitting at a corner suddenly burst into tears, and I had no idea why. Cindy came over and told me that it was because she saw what Maine did to me. " sigh! Sorry I had always took you as my sis, please understand, the one I truly love is Rainnie...
Absolut Isolation
Nobody was there for me when I needed someone. The person I had so much faith for didn't turn up. Maybe I aint understanding enough to think for her situation but it shows that he's more important than me. After all he's still her boyfriend, I just a nobody. "haizz.. Even I love her so deep, doing everything I could for her, it wouldn't make me the one she love the most. I'm meant to be alone.
I sat on the top of the multi-storey carpark and drank till I puked. Then I managed to get to sleep. Next morning I went to work, and Maine's friends were looking at me differently, guessed they had knew how a bastard I'm but who cares, hate me if you wish to. "Arghhh!! I just hate it, looking at others so happily, why couldn't me?
After work, went Mdm Wong with Dani and Putu. Although the age requirement was 23 yrs and above, Putu managed to got me in. I was feeling so down, isolating myself, drinking alone while they were having fun with the girls and watching the communist dressed alike chicks stripping. "sigh! Felt so stupid...
