Thursday, September 22, 2005

Absolut Isolation

isolation

Nobody was there for me when I needed someone. The person I had so much faith for didn't turn up. Maybe I aint understanding enough to think for her situation but it shows that he's more important than me. After all he's still her boyfriend, I just a nobody. "haizz.. Even I love her so deep, doing everything I could for her, it wouldn't make me the one she love the most. I'm meant to be alone.

I sat on the top of the multi-storey carpark and drank till I puked. Then I managed to get to sleep. Next morning I went to work, and Maine's friends were looking at me differently, guessed they had knew how a bastard I'm but who cares, hate me if you wish to. "Arghhh!! I just hate it, looking at others so happily, why couldn't me?

After work, went Mdm Wong with Dani and Putu. Although the age requirement was 23 yrs and above, Putu managed to got me in. I was feeling so down, isolating myself, drinking alone while they were having fun with the girls and watching the communist dressed alike chicks stripping. "sigh! Felt so stupid...

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