Absolut Sadness
Sitting in front of the monitor, staring into blank while the techno beats as the same pace of my heart beats. i lit up a cigarette and took a puff, blow out the smoke, watching it rolls into the air and disappears into the empty space. Slowly I begin to cool down. Shortly I took another puff and blow out smoke mingled with a sigh....
Smeared with frustration, overfilled with sadness, I close my eyes as to shut off my brain. Persuading myself to relax, I stopped the music and there was a sudden silent. Flashing back the old memories, what have I had been doing for all this years..
Lazily I lift up my tired legs and rest em on the table, so I could lay back a little. I took another puff, and blow out a question mark ? "Am I the only one that thinks being alive is sad?"
No matter how much we had acheived now, at the beginning of life, we were lone babies that cried out to want to live and be loved. The reason for heading somewhere that isn't here is for the sake of knowing that there is no answer anywhere that isn't in the heart ...
Dad now I understand why.....
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